Still miss you after a long and strange year without you. Today is the one year anniversary of the most difficult day I have lived so far: helping to bury you, and say goodbye to you. Bram, you are loved and remembered so much for all the life and fun, thought, and passion you helped release out of others. You were a gift to so many people. Thanks my brother for all that you gave to me. I love you, and remember you always. See you when I get there...

It gives me some peace when I think of these words from Dream Theater's song "The Spirit Carries On" I know that somehow you believed in these words:
If I die tomorrow
I'd be alright
Because I believe
That after we're gone
The spirit carries on